LOOP 1
(4th May 2026)
✦ Making this site has been a fun distraction from real life. To be honest, I thought my home page was boring and lazy compared to everyone elses, so it was a nice surprise when so many people liked it! It's still a work in progress, though I don't expect that I will change it much. I'm pretty happy with how it looks.
✦ I'm still not sure how this page will work though. I don't know if I should treat this as a diary, journal or a place where I can just talk to the void about anything. I guess we will see!!
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LOOP 2
(5th May 2026)
✦ I've been having so much trouble trying to draw lately. I can go the whole day thinking ,,I should draw when I get the chance'', but the moment I finally have my sketchbook in front of me, all that motivation goes away. It's so annoying!! I know forcing myself won't do be any favours, so I just have to wait it out... It's still incredibly annoying though.
✦ Talking of things I want to do, I should keep working on this site more tomorrow.
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LOOP 3
(9th May 2026)
✦ Lately I have been feeling SO weird. Not sick, but not exactly okay either. Something in the middle. It's so annoying, because I'm feeling okay enough to do stuff, but feeling sick enough to not want to do anything at all. I just hope it passes soon. I want to do so much stuff!!! Please!!!!
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LOOP 4
(22nd May 2026)
✦ Went through unimaginable horrors beyond my comprehension, but I'm finally back!! I'm so happy to finally have time to keep working on this page. I missed going on here and looking at other beautiful pages as well.
✦ The unimaginable horrors beyond my comprehension are trying to find a job in this day and age. Didn't succeed and only got more and more depressed with each failure. But that's okay!! I will find something eventually.
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LOOP 5
(25th May 2026)
✦ Being a fan of horror and being extremely paranoid is not for the weak. During the day I'm happily watching a video about some creepy ramhacks and then at night I'm clutching my phone with a flashlight on and acting like I'm inside Fnaf 4. Anyway, if anyone is even reading this, pleaseeee recommend me some long youtube essays (2-4 hours) about ANYTHING. I love learning new stuff.
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LOOP 6
(28th May 2026)
✦ Yesterday my friend was talking about her idea for a visual novel. She even showed me some progress she had made, but she was worried that she won't be able to draw art for it. I offered to help, so I guess I'm making a visual novel with her? I might actually create a separate page where I can talk about the visual novel more.
✦ And today, well. I was supposed to discuss more about the visual novel with my friend, but since I woke up I've been so busy with chores. At the time of me writing this I finally have free time. I'm gonna get some rest then text my friend.
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